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I'm jess and this is all about my weight loss journey. I don't know if I'll be successful but I do know I want to be.

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Age: 31
Height: 4'11"

Start Weight: 237 lbs
Start BMI: 47.42

Goal Weight: 98 lbs
Goal BMI: 20

Total to Lose: 139 lbs/58.65%

Daily Calorie Budget: 1346
Daily Exercise: 30-45 mins

Weigh Day: Sunday Mornings

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- all my listed weights and bmi points are figured from Wii Fit

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3 May 10
“ I’m so bored with life. This routine. With my constant struggles and always failing at them. I’m sick of thinking about food/weight 24/7, this cannot be what life is about, nor can sitting in my corner cubicle at work, watching the stock market move. I don’t care. I want out. There is something so appealing to me to just get up and leave. Go somewhere where nobody knows my name and not tell anybody at home. Just disappear. Be the person I want to be. No expectations. No responsibilities…Life can’t move on fast enough.
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(via downsizing) via One Twenty Five

I feel this way just about every day of my life. The only thing that keeps me from disappearing and trying to start my life over (I guess that’s all I’d be trying to do) is knowing it would crush my parents.

  1. jesslosing reblogged this from downsizing and added:
    Five I feel this way just about every day of my life. The only thing that keeps me from disappearing
  2. thewonderyears reblogged this from andellasaid
  3. biggirlnomore said: i feel you 100%. i just quit my job & my last day was saturday, ive decided to make changes for myself NOW & learn to be happy & stress free while i still can or else it will negatively impact me in the future, do the same.. change something ! <3
  4. indiedreams said: I know exactly how you feel…stay. This too shall pass.
  5. afadedbouquet reblogged this from one-twenty-five and added:
    Your whole post = exactly thoughts going through
  6. okwhatnow said: I don’t know what happened but my heart goes out to you.. I hate to see you so sad.. :(
  7. dailybaxter said: It’s happened to me before too. The fact that you’re so upset about it means you’re fine-you have morals and a conscience. Lack of sleep makes the drunk regrets/guilt so much worse. You’ll feel better in a few days.
  8. downsizing reblogged this from one-twenty-five and added:
    how I’ve felt all weekend,...honest? All year.
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