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I'm jess and this is all about my weight loss journey. I don't know if I'll be successful but I do know I want to be.

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Age: 31
Height: 4'11"

Start Weight: 237 lbs
Start BMI: 47.42

Goal Weight: 98 lbs
Goal BMI: 20

Total to Lose: 139 lbs/58.65%

Daily Calorie Budget: 1346
Daily Exercise: 30-45 mins

Weigh Day: Sunday Mornings

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- all my listed weights and bmi points are figured from Wii Fit

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22 April 10

I’m depressed.

Sometimes it’s hard for me to realize that’s my problem. I am exhausted with life. Anything that interests me only lasts for a couple of minutes. I have no energy to do anything but sit/lay and no motivation to try anything else.

I go through the motions of what living should sort of look like to the people around me I guess. Nothing makes me happy…not even eating. I’ve been depressed since I moved home and keep finding excuses to tell myself I’m not. I’m so good at having a reason for everything.

Depression is why I can’t manage to make an effort in really caring what I eat or caring about my fat. There’s no one here to talk to. No where to go that people won’t know or see. Then everyone would talk and I’d be more in the hell I longed to escape. I miss being anonymous. I miss being alone.

I know I should try to get myself out of this but I don’t know how. Right now I can’t be bothered to try.

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