jess losing

A good bit disappointed right now.

Drove 40 miles to the closest town with a “real” grocery store and they had nothing I needed in the meat variety for me to cook with. I walked out angry and irritated.

Not 100% because of this but because of how much my life is changed and I’m just not happy about it yet…don’t know if I ever will be. This is what sucks about being an adult with responsibilities.

Doing the things you don’t want to because you know it’s right…sucks.

one-twenty-five:

~ Eat, Drink and be Merry for Tomorrow we Diet ~

Yay! It’s my 25th birthday!!!! Eeeekkk!!

I’m totally late but I hope you had a WONDERFUL birthday and have a great weekend :) L-O-V-E your smile!

Opinions needed!

So, my brother is getting married and I’ve never met the chick (that’s what I get for living out of state for years and years and never coming home) and I decided to get them this glass/pitcher set for a xmas present. I have no clue what her taste is and my brother is the type of guy that just doesn’t care. What do you think? Would you dig this? I don’t know. I’m not really the kinda chick that digs this stuff but they do a lot of entertaining so I think she might? I guess worst comes to worst I can make up for it with a wedding gift after I get to know her?

About me: No dieting really. Have tried to be active but have yet to really watch or care what I’m eating. Hoping to do more grocery stocking this week to make life easier and to be able to get into my swing of things again.

tetris: nots18: jacony: De l’imperfection du détail (via täm)

one-twenty-five:

This is me RIGHT NOW. I am sitting at my desk typing this in that black top (with cuff-lings, boo yea! Because I’m a baller) and brown (hush up, it’s Friday fashion rules don’t count) pants, with terribly chipped pink nails (I know, I’m sooo professional).

Anywho, the point of this rad photo taken from my crackberry?

MY FIST FITS INTO MY PANTS.

These pants did not fit me 1 year ago, yet I still wore them. I refused to buy bigger pants, as that would be admitting I had gained weight, and good God I thought I hadn’t! (I was sitting at 200 pounds)

The pants were so tight on me I would often go to the washroom to check my love handles for blood (yes, they were that tight). i remember waking up one Saturday and you could still see the red lines on my stomach. I would also always wear long tops to work, so I could unbutton the top hole while sitting at my desk to let the fat loose.

My oh my, it’s amazing what a year can do.

I think you look fab!!! Congrats!!! :D

One question though…what color is the nail polish? lol

So, I’m not pleased with me.

I hate to start this day out with a negative post but it’s been coming for days.

Because I’ve moved home I don’t have the grocery store selection I did in Dallas and I’ve so far been unable to buy any of the stuff I’ve become accustomed to eating. Because of this I’ve done nothing but eat fast food and the not-at-all healthy food my mom has cooked.

To remedy this, I’m going to go online and find the closest Whole Foods (2 hours away!) and Albertsons/Kroger/whatever and buy a cooler with lots of ice and take a road trip to buy supplies. It will be expensive buying in bulk but I think I need to give it a shot. I hope to do this Saturday or Sunday but just depends on what the fam has planned for the holiday weekend.

Anyway, I hope that will help and I’ll get back into the swing of things. It’s just no fun adjusting to a “new” way of life when all the perks are gone.

Happy Thanksgiving to everyone and hope you have a good one and enjoy your weekend :)

<3

Good Morning!

Ok, I’ve done what I planned and I’ve weighed. And HOLY EFF!

I’ve lost 4 lbs!!!

I completely blame it on the stress of the move and starting work. After all I’ve done nothing but eat fast food for a few weeks now.

I’m down a total of 27.2 lbs since I started in March and if my Wii numbers are right then I’m at my lowest BMI point.

Overall I’m pleased. Now to get changed into “outside” clothes (you know…no pjs) and hit the grocery store for supplies.

Hope you all have a great day!

Hi Lovelies!!!

Finally it has arrived. The weekend I’ve been waiting for.

I’ve moved and my job has started and the week in DC has passed and life, hopefully, can begin to find some level of normal again. In order to do that I plan to wakeup in the morning and weight myself. That’s right.

Weigh.

Terrified? Yes. More than I imagined.

Let’s put it this way…I’ll be stoked if I haven’t completely gained back the (around) 25lbs I lost plus mucho more.

After the weigh in I’m off to one of the 2 (yeah…you read it right!) grocery stores in town to stock up the kitchen on low cal foods and snacks so I can start making my lunches and dinners again instead of living in restaurants and fast food shops.

It’s going to be a real challenge to get through the stress of selling my house in Texas. My realtor isn’t communicating with me as much as I’d like and it’s still not sold and I’m trying not to think it’ll never sell. I haven’t received my final paycheck from my last job and I’m wondering when that will happen and I’m not sure the best way to find out.

Sometimes, it sucks to be a grown-up.

I’ve got snacky cravings right now and I’m working very hard not to give in to them.

one-twenty-five: heymissy

Hi again.

Gawd I’m exhausted.

I got the job and I’ve moved home. I’m currently laying in bed in my new house and I just thought I’d take a few minutes to see how everyone is doing. I didn’t realize until now that I haven’t weighed in a month. Grrr!

I’ve still got about 25 boxes to unpack and some errands to run before my new job starts on Monday and I just found out a few days ago that on Tuesday I’m being flown to Washington, DC for training so, I won’t be able to go grocery shopping until the weekend I get back. I’m hoping to get back on track fully starting then.

I’ve honestly been doing the best I can given the time and constraints I have (yeah who know you can’t cook when you pack your kitchen?) but I hope to get back losing very very soon. I’m nervous to see how much I weigh now quite honestly. I may weigh this weekend if I think about it.

Ok, I’m about to fall asleep so I’m out…catch you fine folks later!! :D